Sometimes you have to sit quietly in the work God is doing even when you don’t understand it. 2020 was quite the year. For me, it felt like a series of losses. One loss, I will never understand but I cherish the moments given by God to have connection with still. I look forward to the day being reunited. Others left me with so many questions. Things that didn’t make sense, but in the end strengthened my inner being. I found myself pressing in to the heart of God deeper than I’ve ever been. My mind became more clear allowing me to hear the Holy Spirit speak over each of these areas. Minus the one I will never understand, what I thought were losses were actually gains. Gains because my mind is clear, my direction purposed, my heart set right. I see with clearer eyes than I have ever seen before. My love and intentions are pure. Who I welcome and re-welcome in my life is thought out with clarity and direction to the health of my future. The girl who was once timid and afraid to lose what she had by using her voice is no longer afraid to speak. It is the Lord inside of me who has led me, revealing what I’ve needed to see in order to grow. The biggest gain from these losses, was recognizing God was in fact present with me, sitting with me, listening to my heart as it cried out, and more important, speaking and giving me spiritual insight even when I felt so lost. It has been in those moments that finding confidence in myself came in finding confidence in Him. Strength forged, direction established and a future being built.
From this girl to you, press into The Father’s heart. He’s speaking and He’ll show you everything you need to know.