July 22,2020
I feel so much anger inside of me today. I don’t know where it’s coming from but it’s heavy and in abundance.
I’m angry about my past life.
Angry at my ex and his continued manipulation and control.
Angry at the hardships that come with life.
Angry at relationships.
Angry at feeling I’m a failure.
Angry that my child has disabilities on top of the life she has been dealt.
Angry with the slow pace of life.
Angry that my hard work and focus isn’t noticed or appreciated.
Angry that I continue to be put in a box as if I don’t matter.
Angry at being misunderstood.
Angry for feeling like shit.
Angry that love gets trampled on.
Angry for being taken advantage of.
Angry for letting people walk all over me. Angry that when I stand up for myself and use my voice, others are cowards and turn it against me. Angry that those closest to me are gone. Angry that they chose to leave.
Angry that one was taken.
Angry for feeling abandoned.
Angry for being forgotten.
Angry that I have to re-build 20 years of my life because of someone else’s decisions. Angry that I keep hitting road blocks.
Angry that my dreams seem like they will never become reality.
Angry that I keep believing to dream anyway.
Angry for feeling angry.
Angry at this life Ive been dealt.
Some days You just feel angry.